Oh wedges

I decided not to wear my super high wedges to class. I'm wearing those with decent height, nothing more. Because I cannot walk fast! I ended up climbing the stairs like a mak nenek and spent a little longer there than I should have, if and only if I wore a pair of flats. Late for Physics by 2 minutes.. Got a "Najihah.. we started at 8.15, why are you late..?"

I guess I'll only wear them if I am out of the chalet 10 minutes earlier. If I am out of the chalet door 5 minutes before class.. forget it. There's no way that I will arrive in time.

Anyway.. I'm home. Loveee going home! Lots of things to do, comfortable bed, tv, high speed internet connection. No outing with college friends, some of them stayed back. Wanted to spend my voucher at Kinokuniya KLCC on Friday with some college friends but then time was short, had to rush back home to settle some things. Today I had brunch at Swensen's with the girls. Spent my 1 Malaysia voucher on books and pens, still have another RM100 voucher to spend. Everything is still within budget, as planned.

Currently watching Boria videos, almost done with the script for the sketch, need a final touch by Sherry and we're done.

Lovely Tuesday

Remember when I told you that I haven't been spending much? Yesterday was my first purchase using le card after 2 months! Okay I have to admit, the last time I wrote that I bought clothes were highly depended on the amount of cash that I had. From the CNY open house, some from my parents each and every time they send me back to KY, and yeah my extra Singaporean dollars from our trip last year. I haven't touched a single ringgit from my bank account until yesterday.

Bought Amal her skirt as promised, I'm praying that the parcel will arrive safely in KY. Still delaying and thinking about what to get for Weda and Nadia, and for Deyna's upcoming birthday. I am not good at buying presents! I always, alwayssss end up asking my friends to choose whatever they want. This year, I vow to buy everyone's presents because yeah I have to admit that I hardly bought anything for anyone last year. I merely treated them dinner or lunch, itu pun when we all had birthday lunches and dinners and we all put in some money to pay for the birthday girl.

Bought a pair of shoes, felt guilty about it but then.. It's so nice that accidentally I slept with them on. Wanted to show Zhafir my purchase on skype.. but heh he slept -_________- Never mind. Not, not a sulky child! I am strong! Hehehe.



Zulaikha and I bought the same wedges, mine in aqua blue, hers in black. We bought the same shirt last time, now we have the same shoes! I have been so into aqua blue, teal blue and Tiffany blue lately. That one thing that made me buy the shoes was because of the colour! Finally changed my iphone cover, after months of using thorn, ugly and smelly cover. Really needed a new one.

But still I managed to refrain from overspending. Mai and Lydia are going to fly off to the UK this September, Sha too, Insha Allah. Mai finally decided to pursue her studies in the UK instead of the US because yeah almost all of us are heading there including her sister, and she has a house there. Can't help but to feel all teary, actually cried a bit last night, at the thought of it. Told Idzudee about it and yeah there was an awkward silence during our conversation, until he finally said "Damn..". Can't help but to feel exactly the same!

They are part of the reason that I haven't been spending my monthly allowance. I hope I'll save enough money to see them (in case I don't get to fly), and to see Zhafir one day. I hope I will have at least enough money for the flight tickets because seriously.. there's gonna be a major issue in this house if mom pays up my flight tickets. Being in KY definitely helps, there is literally nothing to spend on, apart from the food they sell during fundraising and yeah a four ringgit lunch at the cafe. That's the most that could happen.

We got a lot to learn..

One more day till high speed internet and hot shower

Ever since Zhafir left I get bored to death (pretty much exaggeration, I warn you). Okay lah I've been bored but not the kind of boredom that kills because I've been going out for lunches and dinners and jogging and swimming dates etc with my friends. But it's still not enough. I miss having someone to have an impromptu plan with.. You know, someone who calls just to ask for my company to the petrol station to fill up petrol and buying dinners, go to the pasar malam, grocery shopping.

Okay it's not just someone. It's him!

Last night he kept me awake till 5am ++ on skype after a long time of not having late night talks. This sem has been a busy sem, and he's well busy with Medicine. I just thought that there's only 2 days of classes left and I've been sleeping early every night so why not? He was drawing some systems and jotting down some things that I don't understand of. I am no bio student! Never done Biology my whole life!

So I had one hour of sleep, woke up for Islamic studies only to find out that there was no class because our teacher is still on leave. A whole bunch of people did not come, with the intention of skipping the morning class but I on the other hand was up early for the class and it turned out there was no class. God knows how I felt. -____-

Now that I have free blocks after lunch, here I am in front of the laptop because I can't sleep. I guess I only feel sleepy and tired whenever I know I have to go for class.

Anyway, Amal just showed me this video. It's sooooo funny I just have to put it up here!

A good read

I just read something and thought of sharing this.. Just click here

Please read! It's for your own good. There are lots of things that we count as liberty, freedom of speech etc but they are actually illegal, in reality!

Motivation?

I don't know how to get motivated to study. One minute after listening to someone else's success story, I'll be super motivated but then after a few hours, they all go down the drain!

Everytime we get our test marks, I'll be insecure, starts to voice some ridiculously impossible vows in my head to finish one chapter that night. That's one thing that happens when you sit beside a National Scholar who scores 92 and above for each test. Reality is I end up sleeping early that night.....

I need the strength I had last two years!

Hmmm right now I am still deciding what to do. I want to go swimming, but the pool opens at 5.30pm and I have some fundraising stuff to do at 6pm, and at night I have to go to the RC to study with Ram. Still very much indecisive.